AE
you're obsessed with finding a new brain
DA
but what you need is a new body
DAE
it feels your brain has lived a thousand lives before
AE
and the skin you call your home
DA
holds a heart that quits and knees that buckle in
DAE
and lungs that can't breathe when they're alone
AE
and the days come to you like sailors
DA
you watch them as they drift away
DAE
they meet the sunrise out at the horizon
AE
and it's neither sink nor swim
AE
at least the water's beneath your chin.
AE
there's blood spilled on the floor
DA
everyone's staring at you, what for?
DAE
until you realize the blood is probably yours
AE
you feel you've lost something, you want it back
DA
you lie emotionless on your back
DAE
and your legs aren't taking anymore requests
AE
those disobedient wrecks
DA
how you cared for them as they carried you
DAE
from class to class and coast to coast
AE
when you owned land and when you were broke
AE
through recessions and addictions
DA
it's just your accidental death
DA
your accidental death
DA
it's just your accidental death
DEA
you're the indian in the cougar's nest.
AE
your fright gives way to memory
DA
have them cough you with your love
DAE
or the story your father told you long ago
AE
he was hunting with his own father
DA
for deer he pointed and spotted her
DAE
and then tripped over some roots or some dead trees
AE
the gun went off, it was a mistake
DA
and my father was only eight
DA
and as he watched the dying deer,
E
he was changed.
AE
'cause he felt sorry for what he'd done
AE
and he put down his gun
AE
will you feel sorry for what you've done?
AE
will you put down your gun?
AD
cause there's no accidental death
DEA
when you're the indian in the cougar's nest