Even if it Kills Me - Motion City Soundtrack Chords by: bustam Capo VI C Am F I've got a lotta things to do tonight C Am I'm so sick of making lists Am F Of things I'll never finish C Am F I've lived here for the last 12 years C Am Am F Since early 1995 all my shit has been in boxes C Am F But if I had a little more time to kill C Am I'd settle every little stupid thing Am F Yeah you'd think that I would C Am F G But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight C Am F Dsus4 And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight C Am F For the first time in a long time I can say Dsus4 C That I want to try to get better and F Em7 G Overcome each moment In my own way C Am F I wonder if I'll ever lose my mind C Am I tried hard for awhile Am F But then I kind of gave up C Am F Winter is killer when the sun goes down C Am I'm really not as stubborn as I seem Am F Said the knuckle to the concrete C Am F G But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight C Am F Dsus4 And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight C Am F For the first time in a long time I can say Dsus4 C That I want to try to get better and F Em7 G Overcome each moment In my own way C Am F I'm not saying that I'm giving up C Am I'm just trying not to think Am F As much as I used to C Am F Cause never is a lonely little messed up word F Am F Maybe I'll get it right some day C Am F For the first time in a long time I can say G That I want to try C Am I feel helpless for the most part F Dsus4 But I'm learning to open my eyes C Am And the sad truth of the matter is F I'll never get over it Dsus4 But I'm gonna try C F Em7 G To get better and overcome each moment In my own way C Am F I sure want to get back on track C Am And I'll do whatever it takes Am F Even if it kills me