Verse F C F Avoiding thoughts about the afterlife C G F Hiding my face from the light C F The window closed, no air inside C G Still I try to put on a smile Pre-chorus Am Em But I'm not worried C I'm just okay Am Em I washed off all C My sins today Chorus F G But I'm afraid C Em AmG I'm afraid of letting go F G Yes I'm afraid C Em Am G I'm afraid of letting you know F That I'm not ready C But soon I'll learn to say goodbye Verse F C F As you sit down there by my bed C G F And ask me how I am today C F I never thought I'd be one of those C G Who cannot even say what I don't want to do Pre-chorus Am Em And I'm not worried C I'm just okay Am Em I washed off all C My sins today Chorus F G But I'm afraid C Em AmG I'm afraid of letting go F G Yes I'm afraid C Em Am G I'm afraid of letting you know F That I'm not ready C But soon I'll learn to say goodbye F I'm not ready C But soon I'll say goodbye