By Brandon Jenkins 3/19/2010 D Cadd9 G D Cadd9 G multiple times D Cadd9 G D Gadd9 I'm tryin' real hard to pretend I'm still listening D Cadd9 G D Cadd9G But I'm in a whole 'nother world, if the truth be known D Cadd9 G D Gadd9 Cause I can barely follow your conversation D Cadd9 G D CaddG Its like the words of a song I don't know and I'm just hummin' along Chorus 1: C G I'm sick and tired of this worn out disguise C G Gadd9 That's staring out from behind these eyes C G My hearts been strong over every mile C G Gadd9 And I'm Just here with a painted on smile Everybody's been worrying about my drinking Said the look in my eyes had changed now, I'm not the guy they've know But the don't know just how my worlds been sinking I'm doing the best i can to hold on so just leave me alone Chorus 2: Its hard enough trying to live out a lie When I just wanna go out and get high I'm knowin things that should never be known And I just wanna go out and get stoned Solo Everybody keeps askin the same old questions Where you goin, where you been, its all the same to me Im just tryin real hard to make a connection Im tryin to make some sense of it all, all the insanity Chorus 1